Intuitive Tarot Column: 1/27/2023-2/3/2023 (Year of the Water Rabbit)

Welcome! This is column is an outlet for me to share my intuitive downloads and insights of the present and collective energies. Published every friday. Here's what we will cover for this week:

• Downloads with Tarot

• Personal and coded readings for those that ordered them this week. (These are for everyone to read as their messages will apply to many. If you'd like one for next week you can submit your order here.)

These messages are purely downloads that I am sharing with anyone who finds them helpful. They are collective and are energies that are presenting themselves to all of us this week. It is up to you to discern how they apply to you.  If you would like to have your reading included in next Friday’s column; click here.

Year of the Water Rabbit

“To heal oneself is not the same as choosing different.”

The year of the rabbit is a year of luck and the magnification of all things. What you hold, and what you give your energy to, will multiply. Only if you are brave enough to follow your white rabbit through the swamps of your own sub-basements.

This is a liquidation of all things we hold onto, that absolutely does not serve us. It will be painfully obvious but so easy to run from. Is there a part of you that fears change? We say we want change and we want things to be different, but do we actually? If you were brought up to the pearly gates of the life you want; would you have a visceral reaction? Would a part of you still resist it? Its hard. But the water rabbit is a friend. Like a spirit animal ushering us through the depths of our being; asking us to take accountability for what we have created. This goes hand in hand with the Age of Aquarius, but ill stick to our rabbit for now. Follow it. Our egos will work overtime to convince us that we’ve gotten what we came for; beware of this. Do not rob yourself of the full opportunity. This is a flow, but its also an opportunity to clear several shadow “levels.” To follow the white rabbit through the underwater cave of your uncensored-self. To explore your own depths; without resistance, and without fear.      

Age Of Aquarius

I’m not an astrologer yet but my friend Sally shared this with me. She shared that the final planets have just moved into the Age Of Aquarius. This sparked

a download.

Aquarius represents; leadership, order, hierarchy, efficiency, renaissance and connection to our deepest calling. The intellectual mind masterfully applied to our calling. The major download received here is that there is going to be a lot of upheaval, and hyper focus on what isn’t working as a collective. Money structures, passports, education, and the list goes on and on. The complete assimilation into the age of Aquarius brings with it; distraction. I see a human knot. No one is willing to let go of anyone, yet we can’t seem to un-knot ourselves.

Let go. All of these things are designed to have us attempting to run before we walk. To use the world stage as an excuse not to follow our own white rabbits. Individual, then collective. Once enough of us have taken this journey; we will have the foundation to live in the new world authentically. When enough leaders have gone though this; then we can make changes in our institutions, that are not tied to any old trauma and distortions. Just not this week.

What if your most authentic dreams and desires, put you in the position to stand for something? What if what you stood for, or the perceptions you find for you, are ones that have you standing alone? This is Aquarius energy. If what you know to be true for you, was all you had to stand on; could you stand 10 toes down on it? Are you confident enough in your souls knowing; to follow it where it leads you? We often limit this, especially when it challenges us to let go of our comforts and habits.

There is a vulnerability in being heart lead and this is where the collective is ascending to. It will happen within the individual and the opportunities are coming into potency this week. This is not for the faint of heart. This is judgement energy. Submit and release resistance to the soul. Let go your firm grip on the things you used to know. They will multiply and become more stale. Strip. Now, jump in. One human at a time. A brand new collective frequency. We are laboring the New Earth.

Russian Doll

We are obsessed with learning ourselves. Rightfully so, but not always for the right reasons. We wish to know ourselves so that we can control our experiences. We wish to create a safe nest to live in and to be comfortable. This is a pursuit of ego, and comfort is not our friend.

There is an opportunity to truly uncover layer, upon layer of juicy, accountable awareness. This is the momentum given to complete flow of authenticity. It requires to address the blocks that are obstructing the ramp of momentum. There will be many moments of uncomfortable awareness. It is advised that you turn away from habits of finding shelter.

We are going through the layers of ego perception and transmuting as we go. We are refining our conversations with the universe. We are wanderers seeking our truest home, armed with the discernment to keep moving. To keep pealing back layers. To reveal your trust, most authentic chore and to let it live front and center. Dreams, intuitive downloads, and synchronicities; are all working for this objective. Turn away at your own peril. Many of these layers are going to reveal some things about us that are very painful to sit with. The discomfort is the momentum. Ride it. Not everyone will take full advantage of this energy this week; but those that do will find themselves confident and assured

Light Bulb Moments

The inner awareness invites an idea. Clarity in ways to move forward with your new knowing. It’s not complete yet.

This is a distraction to have you outwardly focus; plus there’s more to the equation and you only have half the answer. You will put your idea to the task and find yourself going nowhere fast. Thats not the point of these energies. Just because we are exploring our depths, doesn’t mean that inspiration won’t hit us. You’re ego will try to have you cut corners. Make you think you did the thing and now you can come back to the surface. Write it all down, but keep the inward momentum going. The impulse to jump in should be re-directed inwards. Every good emperor consults with a high priestess.

What if all the fingers you pointed outward, were now coming inward. We all experience trauma, but the trauma changes us from our organic state. It warps us, and then we must face what we have created in the aftermath. Then we become the inflicters. Inflicting on ourselves or others. These are what these lightbulb moments are all about. Accountability. Keep going. Just keep going.

Private Readings

Private Reading # 1

Code Name: Island Crab

  In what ways are you a really a Virgo? The message seems simple and tied to the collective reading. Right now is not a time for you to be making many plans. Expect some kind of health issue or physical issue to get in the way of going out this week. Im seeing a lot of indoor time. This will prove difficult to you. You have yet to really solidify and ground, all of the new upgrades and awarenesses you have found.

I just see chaos any time you want to do anything other than the bare minimum. You struggle in stillness but what if we told you, that what you thought was done, is still in the process of completing?

Could you sit down and not leave your cave? You have your own expectations of what will happen this week, we know this. But remember. When you start to feel overwhelmed, remember this message. Sometimes we need time to settle when we have gone through major transformation.

You have. So settle. If you want to move forward, changed forever, let the change occur before you thrust yourself into doing. Slow it down.  After this is complete you will find yourself flowing with new direction and plans. You will be incredibly busy.

This next week is about catching up with yourself so that you can flow on your highest timeline for the remainder of your adventure. Do not be like a restless child unable to sit inside while your friends are outside. You’re days in the sun are coming, but if your body and heart are calling for you to sit your behind down; do it.

Private Reading #2

Code Name: The Conquerer Goddess

For you Goddess, we know that it is very difficult for you to have faith in your direction. The opportunities for alchemy are waiting at your feet, and you have taken some. Others you are unconsciously resistant to. They are everywhere you hold onto how you were treated, and operating in a way to protect yourself from ghosts. Using your intellect to ease you through this passage and transformation.

You have been in the in-between for long enough to forget what life used to be like before. This week you will feel more of what you have been feeling. Hope. Have you been feeling your yummy, aligned, authentic self coming back more and more? This energy is feeling really different, and good to you specifically. But there is always anxiety for something.

There is a lot of emphasis on future plans. These will work out flawlessly. You are being guided perfectly and following nearly every nudge. Particularly when it comes to work, and relational matters. You are in sync with us in spirit yet we cannot stop the worrying and the doubt.

There is an awareness coming your way about how this present stage of evolution, involves you creating more of what you dont want. This will feel like a setback but its not. Your assumptions about yourself and your clarity. This week will show you why it feels like you are driving to a destination, can’t seem to find it, and it feels like your driving in circles. You can break free from this plateaus.