Weekly Intuitive Column: 2/2/2023-2/9/2023 (The Pride of the Lion)

Welcome! This is column is an outlet for me to share my intuitive downloads and insights of the present and collective energies. Published every friday. Here's what we will cover for this week:

• Downloads with Tarot

• Personal and coded readings for those that ordered them this week. (These are for everyone to read as their messages will apply to many. If you'd like one for next week you can submit your order here.)

These messages are purely downloads that I am sharing with anyone who finds them helpful. It is up to you to discern how they apply to you. 

The Lion Key

On February 5th we enter the new moon in Leo. Lions have been a powerful totem for me. They are for most. But what I’m going to share with you today will bring you closer to the lion's potential and help you navigate and work with these upcoming energies. 

The lion offers its symbolism to the sign and energy of Leo. For good reason. There's a reason many of our greatest films open to the familiar roar of Leo the Lion. Just by being alive, and being an organic being of starstuff; we are connected to all living conciousness. We all fit together like a perfect puzzle. All bringing their special dish to the grand potluck of existence. Each animal and human, every creature of every kind, anchoring their unique potency for the collective. Keeping the field of possibility and mobility open to all that seek. Holding a space to influence eachother and co-create every present moment. The lion is a uniquely powerful potency to work with. Here is how I used the energy of the lion to alchemize and how you can too. It will serve you on this full moon.

The protector and the Captor

 Over the past few months; I’ve met, and integrated a few interesting characters. They exist in the realm of my unconscious and are made of my power. My sea in relation to my land and the underbelly of my iceberg. 

The Protector

In my shadow work, I was working on my inner child when I met my protector. A strong and wise lion, who kept my inner child close and restricted. I walked with him as he explained his part in my life and how he exists within me. He revealed that he stepped in to protect me as a child. He works within me to keep me quiet and keep my shine down so as not to be discovered. He fashioned scars from his battles to keep me safe. Like my lambs blood could easily be sniffed out. He loved me deeply.

Our connections took place over a few days, and they accumulated in an event in which I had to fight and prove that I'm ready and capable to expand. I was fighting demons of his creation, and I was kicking ass. I felt like a power ranger. Then I had to fight and slay him; he then integrated into me while embracing me and sharing words of love. I've never experienced a vision so violent and so full of love. 

Our Protectors are the unconscious acts and behaviors. The debilitating anxiety you feel when you are doing the things you do best. The internal parts that keep us looping and choosing the same. Afraid to shine. They protect us and are a product of our trauma. They are our resistance to expansion and restrict our potency to keep us safe. They are the buffer to our Captor and represent the overbearing father.

The Captor

After the experience with my protector, I met my captor. A lioness, who thought me a fool. “You are not to be trusted, you are foolish and your foolish desires lead to disaster.” She made it very clear that she was behind my sabotage and she was the scary one of the two, and the one my protector was living as a buffer to protect me from. She revealed much to me and she and I interfaced for over a week. She was testing my commitment and my genuine desire to experience more than what she deemed as safe. As I worked with her more and more she went from a big scary lion to a kitty cat over time. My awareness of the role she plays in my patterns made a huge difference in her impact on me. My awareness integrates her.

I share all this to say, if you are on a spiritual path and going inward; you will find your protector and captor sooner or later. She is like your protector but harsh and leads you to contain yourself through negative thinking, and destructive habits. She’s the “evil” witch to your Rapunzel. She has kept you safe, and domesticated you to live in this world in a way that insured your emotional and physical safety. She loves you deeply. Waiting for you to face her and claim your pride. Waiting to be integrated.

Full Moon in Leo 

Full moons represent the results and the aftermath. The results of what you sewed from the previous new moon. The Aquarius new moon offered us the drive and desire to learn what our unique part to play is. In the seeking of these things we have found the skeletons in our closets and the monsters underneath our beds. The full moon offers the awareness to untangle from trauma made resistance to get out of our own ways.

To claim our power we must first understand how we use our power unknowingly to curate ourselves. We do it subconciously in reaction to our experiences. Like folding our perfect shapes into lesser shapes that make us feel more comfortable taking up space on this planet. To use the lion as a portal and a divine tool; we must tame our inner Captor and Protector. Eventually, they will integrate into our conciousness and we gain ability to fiercely go after what we desire. To catwalk this world confident in our authentic expression. Dancing to the rhythm of our organic song. Think of the study of your protector and captor as the obtaining of your power and your lion key. A code or navigational direction. We arrive at a presence that will give us all that we need to be in perfect cosmic rhythm with this full moon. This can be done in visualizing through meditation.

If you'd like a guided meditation on meeting and working with your protector and captor leave a comment below.

The Wheel Of Fortune 

The wheel is life. Who we are in relation to our authenticity, the natural cycles of energy, and our relationships. Are you flowing in your authentic expression? Are you a deliberate creator? Are you consciously on the journey to being a conscious creator? How do you hold a presence in this world? How do your relationships affect your presence and authenticity? The wheel of fortune asks you to turn the wheel and accept responsibility for what you sow. Not to punish yourself but to teach you what it means to turn the wheel free of shame and fear. To tame the beasts within that need be in your heart and not in your head when you step to the wheel. The Leo full moon is about awareness in your place on the wheel. It also represents the opportunity for incarnated soul maturity. To grow into yourself. Seekers will find, and hiders will bind. It's not wise to hide from a lion.

9 of Swords

The intensity of our protectors and captors are not coming to imprison you in fear and inner conflict. They are here to demand that you live in ignorance no more. They are beckoning you to tame them. Mine eventually made it clear that their role was yearning to be transformed or updated. Restless and chaotic thinking, dizzy and unable to create anything different. The labyrinth of fear, and everything that has lorded over you until now. Life is not meant to be comfortable, and this time on earth that we share is meant to be challenging. Welcome to the ivy league of incarnations. It gets better without resistance. 

Private Written Readings

Private Reading # 1

Code Name: Melody King 

You and I share much of the same masculine wounding. I see, and most everyone sees your power and potency. You are mastering leading with authenticity in all places. In the process of but not fully there. You feel the power welling up inside you waiting to express in ways you’ve yet to experience. This power comes and triggers your fears and your doubts. Your soul simultaneously alerts you to its needs. Like getting a rumble in your tummy when it's time to eat. It's yearning for love, human contact, and expansion. There is more for you to adjust in your workings and lightwork, but a unique process is unfolding ever so delicately, and in perfect time. Inspiring you to create the environment that will give life to the fully realized you. Allowing you to flow and reap from the unique potency that you are. These are curious times, and you were chosen and have chosen. 

Trust yourself 

Your darkness is needed as much as your light. As we said, these are curious times. You are the Lion King in our eyes. You honor your blessings and are willing to sacrifice much in the name of providing for your family. Such depth of emotional experience and so dedicated to your family. You have much to learn about your past lives. Continue to seek. You have a distinguished placement on earth and those around you are threatened by your potency. Seek and you shall understand the blessing that this is and the agreement you made to catalyze the ones you love. This is normal but keep in mind that your reality is designed to offer resistance the closer you get to an authentic embodiment.

Your service to others is null and void when it gets in the way of service to self. When it pulls you back from that ledge and begs you not to jump. Afraid of what the full you will mean for them in the long run. This is by design and what you have chosen for yourself. You are someone that the creator points to as a worthy leader and your life is orchestrated to strengthen you in that regard. Steel sharpening steel. The will to dig yourself out of the mold and image they have set for you and you have set for yourself long ago. Expect to experience an uptick in meaningful dreams and forward-pushing energies. You have done well not to resist. Continue your workings and hear us as we guide you in refining your influence and impact. Intermittent light work will no longer suffice. Not by any command from a higher power but by your own soul. Allow the work to anchor you in who you truly are. Know it more by being it. Bring momentum into the mix and you will be beyond where you feel you are now. 

The Chariot 

  Here is your metaphorical ramp, along with the sturdy foundation of a chariot. Let your momentum utilize this ramp to carry you into your heaven on earth. The alignments and your soul are ready for this upgrade and it feels huge. Again; the parts that feel burdensome come too. They are your second unicorn in the card, and your horsepower. Misused energy that is being driven into allignment of what you want. Mastering the balance of flowing authentically and applying action that is organic. Providibg yourself the momentum that will have you feeling like you've finally arrived. 

The Emperor

It's a masterful thing to flow as you are and balance so many different responsibilities. You wear it well. You are built for this and you are about to receive some transmissions, be it from a dream, or a channeled message. This transmission will offer information on the gravity and necessity of your potency and a nudge to prepare for some major changes in your life or the world. Did I mention we live in mysterious times? It's your world, how would you live in it if you knew the full gravity of your impact? Don't assume tomorrow will be like yesterday. You are a heavy hitter on earth, and an MVP at a time like this. Never forget that!