Pick-A-Card Intuitive Tarot Reading: (What does it take to have what I want this year?)

Don’t overthink it. Tune into the images. One will call you in. It will be effortless and often immediate.

POTION BOTTLE:

The symbolism in the images are not on accident. The Potion bottle section communicates the power of Spirit in water. Specifically in a liquid that is regarded as medicine.

It’s not just about the physical choices you make this year. (like the ingredients in a potion.)

There’s something to be said about the presence you are able to maintain. What’s the use of achieving your dreams if you’re not able to feel the full spectrum of them when they arrive?

Like wasting amazing food wasted on someone who can’t taste.

LET ME EXPLAIN WHY…

Exploring the depths of your own heart will bring the clarity you didn’t know you lacked.

This will help you see that what you hope to gain or at least some of it; is to prove something about yourself. Or to maintain the role you’ve been assigned.

There is a difference between being inspired by the spark to create with joy, and intellectually charging towards something because your trauma brain feels it’s the best way to survive.

Do you really want this?

I can say one thing for certain; group 1 loves their people. Enough that you would put yourself through hell to live on the same planet as them. You occupy reality with them.

This is a beautiful quality but one that is holding you back from truly achieving what your heart wants this year…

To find peace in your walk through life.

So what should you do?

Simple. Work with the heart this year. Guided mediations, yoga, journaling and LETTING YOURSELF FEEL AND PURGE.

It’s clear that you’ve been through a lot in your relationships and some are still of valuable to you. Even the rough ones.

But you can’t run anymore. It’s time to learn your waters. You have the opportunity to sensitize this year. To really arrive. To live.

That means opening up your capacity and depth to feel more. Sometimes this means immense pain and grief. Sometimes this means immense joy. Expect both sides.

This is about coming out of the cocoon; butterfly. And the courage to fully feel and face the world.

This means being fully open to life, rather than trembling behind your shelter. The shelter of relationships and deriving worth outside of yourself. Increased sensitivity : clearer sight and direction.

Are you willing to feel it all? Are you ready to be self directed? That’s what you have to do to get what you TRULY WANT.

RING:

The Ring Symbol speaks to the desire for commitment, stability and safety this year. This energy feels chaotic. Those that chose this symbol; you will be facing a lot of challenges this year. But no fear… these are coming in to those that have the constitution to overcome them. Just not alone.

Many in this group have struggled to find home, to find your people, and to feel settled in this life. You’ve been dealt a rough hand.

This year will bring you HIGHTENED awareness. Awareness around where you are in resistance to being supported. In short; where you lack trust. To want something you won’t let yourself have or enjoy. Subconciously ofcourse.

Let’s go deeper…

Sometimes; you just need help. Sometimes you just can’t do it yourself.

You crave human connection this year. Romantic and/or platonic. But not just anything…Those you can let your hair down around. Cuddles and cozy. It’s cute. I like this energy for you because it feels like 2022 was a rollercoaster year.

You’re not exactly sure what you really want, and you are so worn down, that your motivation is lacking.

You have a bad taste in your mouth from all of the internal shifts you experienced in 2022. Growth pains. This will pass. You want to do well for yourself, or keep doing well for yourself but you’re not being moved to do anything different.

I call the 7 of cups; the “I dunno.” stream. It arrives when we have lost touch with our internal navigation system. Our body awareness. You can’t come out of this alone. Connect to your higher power and ask for help. I list a trusted friend! Don’t just flounder in turmoil and stagnancy.

Maybe seek talk therapy?

You seem to be desiring some form of consistent assistance. Get every chaotic thing out of your head and string them into coherent sentences. Just get it all out.

You need help to really reveal what you want for your life and path. You’ve gotten as far as you can pushing people and spirit away. You’re deepest desire is to feel connected to community. To feel your roots.

You have the potential to put your wandering days behind you. No more wondering through life ignoring your needs.

A stable, consistent environment is what you truly desire. Within yourself and with others. The basics. Human connection. This will be the lifeblood of your endeavors moving forward. This will be the ground from which you stand tall. In order to recieve it; you must see how you've pushed that away.

Lock:

The lock speaks to me a self-discipline. You know you have what it takes and you’re ready to take life on! But you cut yourself off at the knees, or so you feel. At least this has been a habit in the past. Self sabotage through mindless habits and burning holes in your pocket.

I have good news for you; group 3. You can really do it this year. The only thing standing in the way, is your lack of confidence.

Just because you used to do some thing doesn’t mean you still will.

I don’t think you give yourself enough credit for how much you’ve changed. How much you’ve grown and everything you have to offer. The only reason you didn’t get there before, was because you weren’t ready. There’s a part of our trauma minds or subconscious that forms habits as a way of controlling our behavior or progression. This is where many of your insecurities come from. “Why do I keep doing this thing that I know I shouldn’t be doing?”

The answer?

Because of fear.

Not because you’re stupid or you lack will-power. The part of your brain I referred to; doesn’t feel safe moving forward with your consciousness plans. It fears you will literally die. It will only move forward when it knows what the future lies. So it does what its always done to produce the same results. A.K.A the Devil we know.

Allowing yourself a platform, even dispite your imperfections and shortcomings; will reap big rewards. They are rewards that can’t be foretold.

So what can one do? I’ll tell you. Pursue the thing. Share your insights. Be loud in the world. Allow yourself to learn yourself through the triggers. Give yourself new experiences where you show yourself that you’re more than capable of handling whatever comes your way. You feel you’re not good enough and afraid everyone else can see it. Burst that bubble. Be your own experiment. You will yield different results. It was never about your habits! It was about your feelings of inferiority. That soil gave life to your worst habits. The soil you have now will bring a NEW harvest. See for yourself! You’ve changed my friend.

You’ll never know until you try!

That’s the energy I feel here. You will gain more and more playfulness as you apply your efforts. You will get farther than you ever have. 2023 can be the year you finally feel good about yourself. 2023 can be the year you finally feel accomplished.

Spirit wants me to emphasize that you have no clue of the impact you have on others. The gift that you are. You are ignorant to the value you bring to this world.

Telling you, won’t change how you feel; but seeing it for yourself will.

This year you will be able to appreciate yourself for who you be. You should feel more than qualified and if you don’t, you will soon! Just go for it.

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